Everything feels like it’s fallen apart since you left us. I don’t think anyone realised how much you glued us all together. Nothing has been the same since. I’ve got another daughter on her way in November, she’s going to be called Aurora. She’ll be so beautiful. I wish they’d got a chance to know you, just for a while. I don’t know what I wouldn’t give just for one more day to spend with you in the garden or the breakfast room, I don’t even remember what we talked about but I remember all the other little things. I remember that awful violin that used to play Green Sleeves and I still can’t listen to that without thinking of you. I hope wherever you are, you’ve found happiness. You deserved it more than anyone and I wish I could know you now I’m a bit older. I might have understood what was going on and been able to help sooner. I did my best, but it’s all gone now. I love you and miss you every day still, I always will.